selayaknya engkau tahu

betapa ku mencintaimu

kau tenangkanku dari mimpi burukku

selayaknya kau mengerti

betapa engkau ku kagumi

kau telah tinggal di dalam palung hati

betapa hancur hatiku

melihat engkau bersamanya

namun ku mencoba tuk tegar menghadapinya

jangan kau menangis lagi

tak sanggup aku melihatnya

sekarang kau pilih diriku atau dirinya

kau tuliskan cerita tentang engkau dan dia

yg membuat hatiku semakin terluka

sudah usai sudah cerita engkau dan aku

ku anggap sebagai bingkisan kalbu

ku tulis cerita tentang aku dan dia

sehingga membuatmu terluka

sudah usai sudah, jangan menangis lagi

kurasa sampailah di sini

I just came back from a short break Bali. Having had a superbly time with Dear Rini who is a really organised and bubbly yet "Naive-in-bargaining" lady. Throughtout our journey, there was lack of halal food to try, we busted our budget shopping till the last day where we had no $$$ for transport or dinner. We got some cash wired to us and were so excited that we can withdraw them using the only ATM card i got. That really saves us from being lost in Bali far away from our hotel. Thank you



We hired a tour driver who took us to Rice plantation in Bedegul, Shopping in Ubud, Past by small Denpasar City and visited the tourist attraction at Tanah lot where we witness the most spectacular sunset I ever seen. Sun sets in less than a minute while the waves crashes with full force against the rocks near us. Amazing!!!



Being only 100metres away. Our resort was so almost on Kuta beach itself..
We basked in the sun there.. And decided to get away as our feet were so tanned in less than 15 minutes. Shopping was crazy too. People in Bali were very nice n polite (except afew).. So if they quote a price of RP50 000 (SGD$7.40), We manage to get the item at RP15 000 (SGD2.00). - So makcik makcik of us!!!.. But Wth right.. Huge savingss.



My wishes now are simple. I wanna be happy with & for myself only. Appreciate my family time and enjoy the Sex in the city company & start glowing in confidence. I never wanna be let down anymore... 2009 is coming to an end.. Lets start living for the future rather than dwell bout the past.



PS: I dO luv u lala. but It was just tOo tiring. nO One shOuld put in effOrt and get zerO in return. the wait was like heartQuake everyday.

Egli è uno di questi cazzo

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LUI

I cant wait for Tuesday's trip too Bali..A trip for 2 (Me and Rini) to go try to eat the Bundo Kanduang in Indonesia.....Yeayyy!!!
Had a "hell of a week" last week. I m soo tired.. Even the weekend did not give me ample time to rest. Saturday was spent with family in the day and Went makan in the evening time at Adam road. Sunday, help do a Instant no-bake Oreo cake and went to abang's place in the evening.

Its weird u know this feeling I feel about love..It's there, I can see it, I can feel it.. but the feeling come and go...It feels super sweet but I don't want to fall again.I m tired of picking up the pieces. I can see that the feelings he have for me is real and the same as it was but with less commitment..And unfortunately, unforeseen circumstances do not allow us to be together , Maybe not now, maybe forever or maybe one day, a new prince charming will come my way. And as for now, I had enough of the drama I was caught in and that I am currently enjoying the great company of 3 girlfriends who unconditionally gave me their time and understanding unlike some ppl I used to trust who always say but never make effort to do unless its for another girl. Full of excuses to ditch, busted and dump ppl..Its not fair at all cos I wun be in this position if someone have not always taken me for granted in the first place and so full of lies.. Anyway, If they already know what they want and it have nothing to do with me, Its best that I dun receive any more calls or text.. Cos it's tiring to have hopes and have it slash away again.. This goes to all, both or any guys in the world....





HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMA!!





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