I notice the lack of updates..
Few weeks back i have no story, no interesting stuff to blog, no happiness and no sadness to pour upon these pages.. And suddenly I have so much to say. That i cant be sure if i remember everything in detailed.

~@ Fasting month is coming, I m really looking forward to it, It just get me back into learning, spiritual state. Not that on a daily basis its not practise but sometimes it takes a more persistent and un-lazy mindset to focus on being a saint or i can say just a better person.. Always avoid whatver we can, and those that we cud'nt control or stop.. Just focus on realising the mistakes from there.

~@ Two weeks ago, along with some of my girlfriends.. The sick virus caught me and i was feeling faint and really faint due to low blood, low pressure.. and i m not too sure what else. All i know was the feeling of taking a cab to A&E wearing a mask scare the *hit out of the driver (who actually reminds me of a old gangster uncle)..Well, back to my story, the waiting time at TTSH was exceptionally short, i got through all rounds of checks, brisk through few rooms to visit several doctors within 2.5hrs.. And the lowlights was the bill, which eventually, i will get the claims back from company.. But somehow the amount paid kinda left me dried up now, plus whole week MC..That was a relief, Caught up with sleep and stuff myself with medicines which left me with water retention.

~@ I miss my past truly..times when i was slimmer, times when I yet to have responsibility and burdens to shoulder and overall i miss school.. OMG what am i saying.. School was hell when i was studying and now vice versa.. Working give me revenue but makes my life so inflexible. Well, Everyone goes through a phase i guess..

~@ Liverpool game.
Went to watch my all-time favourite soccer team at National stadium, With Oni, Mum,Bro n wife and Sister.. I had really a great time.. Especially when the kallang waves continuous kept coming and ppl were so psyched over almost everytime Torres touch the ball.. I really wonder y, I was eager to see Gerrard but unfortunately, he did not come to SG..My friend called me and ask about Alonso.. OMG, Huda watching soccer!!!!.. Hehehe. That's something new.. Really.

"You will never walk alone"

~@ Friday, 070809
- Is special in a few ways . It was the solemnization of Nurhayati & Azim. Happy&Sad moment for the family as the mum had to hear the Tok Kadi explain to fellow guest. "Mengapa si wali ni muda skali?", Ans: "Kerana Bapa kepada perempuan sudah tiada lagi."..Wonder if he knows that it was just in the recent week, the deceased have left the family..And seeing his mum sob, I got affected by the sadness..

-He propose. Details are still crystal clear in my mind.. Didnt know that i will be ask to be someone's gf right after washing a stack of dishes in baju kurung.

Him: There you are, I was looking for you (Got of his bed and heads towards the study table)
Me: Oh, I was helping out in the kitchen (Eyes trailing him to the table, and saw the stalk of rose)
Him: (Came forward,Bend down on his knees, Pass me the rose, Wrapped both his arms around my waist, Heads up and eyes fix on mine). He asked (in Malay language)..
Her: (Omg, i nvr heard this in malay before, there were some words i barely know).. Can u translate?
Him: Will you love(or issit like) to be my gf?

First, I knew the question will come sooner or later as we acted like a couple.. but we're not officially one.. There are many many things that i wish didnt happen back in my past ans sometimes i do wonder whether i m doing the right things, making the right decisions and of course leaving behind the most special phase in my life. And somehow i m not too sure of my decision that very moment, so my reply was to tell him the answer later. Somehow time and being sure did not matter that day as i replied. I said yes at 11:59pm the same day.

~@ 080809
Persandingan.. Will definitely upload pictures on this. Really love love the dais and deco.. And I enjoyed the food serve on both days..Delicious!!

~@ Events/Recent activies
-The Cage
-FICO
-SK-II facials.
-The date which was in actual fact,a disappointing one (but not due to anyones faults really).



~@ Oh yes, Not forgetting, I got an extra set of SK-II product for sale..Its actually sold in a set. but i am open to selling the item individually. Pics and price will be out soon. I m just waiting for have ample time to upload the pics up..Pls email me at zuraida19@yahoo.com for enquiries.

a) Facial treatment Essence (150ml).
b) Signs Eye Cream (15g)
c) Signs Treatment Totality (80g)
and a free SK2 makeup bag or 30ml of Facial treatment essence with purchase of any of the above.

Pheww!! Long post.. Till then.. Take care!!

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