This better days

Kangen Band - Tentang Aku Kau Dan Dia

2009-11-26T19:53:00.000-08:00

selayaknya engkau tahu

betapa ku mencintaimu

kau tenangkanku dari mimpi burukku

selayaknya kau mengerti

betapa engkau ku kagumi

kau telah tinggal di dalam palung hati

betapa hancur hatiku

melihat engkau bersamanya

namun ku mencoba tuk tegar menghadapinya

jangan kau menangis lagi

tak sanggup aku melihatnya

sekarang kau pilih diriku atau dirinya

kau tuliskan cerita tentang engkau dan dia

yg membuat hatiku semakin terluka

sudah usai sudah cerita engkau dan aku

ku anggap sebagai bingkisan kalbu

ku tulis cerita tentang aku dan dia

sehingga membuatmu terluka

sudah usai sudah, jangan menangis lagi

kurasa sampailah di sini

Bali Pics

2009-11-16T22:19:00.000-08:00

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Let me Glow

2009-11-16T19:26:00.000-08:00

I just came back from a short break Bali. Having had a superbly time with Dear Rini who is a really organised and bubbly yet "Naive-in-bargaining" lady. Throughtout our journey, there was lack of halal food to try, we busted our budget shopping till the last day where we had no $$$ for transport or dinner. We got some cash wired to us and were so excited that we can withdraw them using the only ATM card i got. That really saves us from being lost in Bali far away from our hotel. Thank you

We hired a tour driver who took us to Rice plantation in Bedegul, Shopping in Ubud, Past by small Denpasar City and visited the tourist attraction at Tanah lot where we witness the most spectacular sunset I ever seen. Sun sets in less than a minute while the waves crashes with full force against the rocks near us. Amazing!!!

Being only 100metres away. Our resort was so almost on Kuta beach itself..
We basked in the sun there.. And decided to get away as our feet were so tanned in less than 15 minutes. Shopping was crazy too. People in Bali were very nice n polite (except afew).. So if they quote a price of RP50 000 (SGD$7.40), We manage to get the item at RP15 000 (SGD2.00). - So makcik makcik of us!!!.. But Wth right.. Huge savingss.

My wishes now are simple. I wanna be happy with & for myself only. Appreciate my family time and enjoy the Sex in the city company & start glowing in confidence. I never wanna be let down anymore... 2009 is coming to an end.. Lets start living for the future rather than dwell bout the past.

PS: I dO luv u lala. but It was just tOo tiring. nO One shOuld put in effOrt and get zerO in return. the wait was like heartQuake everyday.

My bad

2009-11-16T19:18:00.000-08:00

Egli è uno di questi cazzo

chi?

LUI

Picking up the Pieces

2009-11-08T23:01:00.000-08:00

I cant wait for Tuesday's trip too Bali..A trip for 2 (Me and Rini) to go try to eat the Bundo Kanduang in Indonesia.....Yeayyy!!!
Had a "hell of a week" last week. I m soo tired.. Even the weekend did not give me ample time to rest. Saturday was spent with family in the day and Went makan in the evening time at Adam road. Sunday, help do a Instant no-bake Oreo cake and went to abang's place in the evening.

Its weird u know this feeling I feel about love..It's there, I can see it, I can feel it.. but the feeling come and go...It feels super sweet but I don't want to fall again.I m tired of picking up the pieces. I can see that the feelings he have for me is real and the same as it was but with less commitment..And unfortunately, unforeseen circumstances do not allow us to be together , Maybe not now, maybe forever or maybe one day, a new prince charming will come my way. And as for now, I had enough of the drama I was caught in and that I am currently enjoying the great company of 3 girlfriends who unconditionally gave me their time and understanding unlike some ppl I used to trust who always say but never make effort to do unless its for another girl. Full of excuses to ditch, busted and dump ppl..Its not fair at all cos I wun be in this position if someone have not always taken me for granted in the first place and so full of lies.. Anyway, If they already know what they want and it have nothing to do with me, Its best that I dun receive any more calls or text.. Cos it's tiring to have hopes and have it slash away again.. This goes to all, both or any guys in the world....

Sunday 25 October

2009-10-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMA!!

better days

2009-10-26T00:21:00.008-07:00

I hate this person so much.. Such a waste good people turn jerks and bastards..

Anyway, no point bothering about people's ego and character.

On the bright side,

☺Had a great day with Huda in the day time at my crib

☺Had a blast of an evening with Mummy and Huda on our trip to the Airport and better after eating Popeye's yummy mashed potato + Chix

☺Had a simple and lovely night with you under the stars at dam

Really looking forward for that De-stress holiday in 2 weeks time..to B_L_ Yeay!!!

Last week

2009-10-21T10:20:00.000-07:00

Feel contented now.

Atleast no more tears

hopefully a everlasting happiness one sweet day

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Last week, We went to Madjack, Surprise party for Annur and Huz, We told Annur that we are celebrating Huz's bday N We told Huz we are celebrating Annur's bday. And Then we celebrated both.

~~@

Then few days after, I took half day and met Nurlina up for a Picnic at Marina Barrage. Lunch Menu was Old Chang Kee Nasi lemak and chicken wing + Potato chips + Chocolate bars & My mum's Roti sardine. Yummy.. We spread the food and sat on a colorful mat.

Watched Julie and Julia after that. Inspired to cook something and I did Spaghetti with Meat and cheese on 19 Oct (off day by Philips for Deepavali holidays).

~~@

Went to brothers place on Saturday for Hari Raya open house.

Was there the whole day. Felt sucky by evening time.

Went home and doze off immediately.

~~@

On a bright Sunday, I met Huda and Rini, We headed down to Kallang Leisure Park to collect the bags for the GE run upcoming 1st Nov. My official first Run (which was not my spot in the first place as I will be using a bip with the name"Teeny").. and Huda got her bf to picked us 3 up after the run. Atleast we do need to use public transport with our tired faces.

After collecting the bags, 3 of us girls have been craving for Arnold's so we headed down to City Plaza. Felt so rimas and panas at Geylang.. After lunch, Rin met her bf to accompany him to TTSH while me and Huda headed down to IKEA Tampines..Both os us were looking forward to a nice cold icey Green tea.. But we got Ice lemon tea PLUS no ice.. : ( We had to wait for the ice to be replenished.Took 39 down to Yishun and had coffee at Starbucks, Zahidah drop by after dinner with her guy's family. And we took some stupidly funny photos snapping us drinking the dreaded flat BLACK coffee. The next plan was so spontaneous as we just thought bout it that moment N we saw ourselves heading the Karoake place.. Sang our hearts, voice, my misery and everything out..And ended the wonderful day singing in my thoughts.

Song of the day for Zu: D'Masiv - Cinta ini Membunuhku

Song of the day for Huda: All the Siti Nurhaliza and Mariah Carey's i guess : )

Happy 23rd Birthday to Annur

Happy 24th Birthday to Nurlina

Happy 23rd Birthday to Huzaifah today

2009-10-12T00:38:00.000-07:00

I have this shopping list of things I wanna get & need to do for this year

Rollerblade
Biker jacket (from Tracyeinny)
Studded sandals (from Tracyeinny)
A new watch ( I have only 2 watches only since ages ago, A Guess one bought by my sister & a Adidas bought by Shell boys)
~~Black Ballet flats~~
~~Black dress~~
~~Short Black flair skirt~~
~~Save for BKK in Dec~~
Save for SK2 facial in Dec
Enrol in Rollerblade or dance lesson.

Meetup with the **TE of my life was priceless and it ENDS for good
Congrats to me for my 2nd yr anniversary for obtaining a Class 3 : )
Lesson of the day: Patience is virtue. I will wait for you.

St James Powerhouse

2009-10-11T18:18:00.001-07:00

Friday nite was awesomely fun. One of the great night out with the girlfriends. We really do not have concrete plans, but finally decide on Powerhouse @ StJames Harbourfront. The name really speaks for itself, the place was exactly infront of a Shipping harbour with lots of dangerous looking conveyers and sky high cranes..

Anyway we were really good girls, no alcohol at all, and the whole night's intention was to let loose and laugh alot and also leave my worries and guys faraway. I knew i did, my knee joints were quite loose at the end of everything. Luckily, I did not have the cramps my best friend had.. Hope its okay now though.

Back home, back to my woes and all.. I DID finally realise nothing is worth it.. eventhough the person is still very much important to me. I just wish I was as important too that he can try loose the ego and stone-cold heart once again..But only time will tell and I can only pray for the miracle to come. Insya allah.

PS: XOXO

Shopping trip cum Fish & Co for Zahidah

2009-10-08T17:25:00.000-07:00

Happy belated bday to Zahidah

Venue: Fish&Co @ SSC

With: Zahidah & Huda

Takin back my love

2009-10-07T22:53:00.000-07:00

I miss everything about the past.
The good, the bad n the ugly.
~~Nothing about the present n future excites me now.~~
My Gfs no matter how much i was surprised n initially angry at had always wanted the best for me.. Thank you Huda & Zahidah.
Someone still does try his best to be there for me : )
My sis,mum and my other mum have been calling me almost daily to check if i have eaten or if I m feeling okay.
And though we do not meet often,Thank you NurL and GunS who actually picked up my calls from overseas for being everlasting friends unlike these some people who are plain unworthy no matter how much you've helped them. I do not have the most trusted person by my side due to my actions but No matter how painful it is,Life goes on.
F to the past as I have come to realise that the best things in life are yet to come and there are many other loved ones looking forward to see my smiley face. Cry if I need to and once done, I gotta stand up and keep moving. Have to start appreaciating whats in front of me.
Last but not least, The ONE and ONLY knows best and only 'he' knows how I feel. 'He' will not give me suffering so severe that I cannot overcome. I will heed to you ONLY and I will pray for a miracle to come.

This video is so sexy.. i loike...

PS: Can't wait for Friday night with you lurvlies so that I can dance my $%#$@@%^&%# away.

Enrique:
Go ahead just leave, can’t hold you, you’re free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, ’cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt

You think I don’t know you’re out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you’re stone cold, you say it ain’t so,
You already know I’m not attached to material

I’d give it all up but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love,
I’m takin’ back my love
I’ve given you too much
but I’m takin’ back my love
I’m takin’ back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Ciara:
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I’m just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that’s not me
Go ‘head, keep the keys, that’s not what I need from you

You think that you know (I do), you’ve made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I’m your girl
You’re out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don’t you know I’m not attached to material

Learning curve

2009-10-07T01:40:00.000-07:00

From Ubi(Carita's with the mum) -> Hougang (nowhere) -> GV Yishun (1 tix to The ugly truth) -> Yishun dam (sunset) -> Sembawang park (realise i lost something) -> Punggol (senseless place to go at that time) -> Yishun (bottle tree) -> Home.

Almost all through my journey that day, I was ignored, hang-up upon, rejected, humiliated, faced with broken promises and inconsolable except the time with her dancing away to "Can I have this dance". The night before, was shouted at on the phone, receive a big ego smack right on my face after a sweet outing with family and friends (the person should know what I m talking about)..

Life is so effing unfair.

Why only care when people go missing,

Well I never had the intention to go missing,

I just needed the time alone.

Have any of you ever try to change and be better for the ones you love and that you never wanna lose or hurt? I guess it’s hard..It’s all compromise and negotiation and believing…

2009-09-29T19:08:00.000-07:00

I really do not have any lovely news to share. Hari Raya have been nothing but bitchy to me. But i do have something to share.

Love makes the world go round.

But it makes ur head spins like a wheel

and tortures the soul in every possible way

Even from something/one you never expected from

Somethings just never change

2009-09-19T20:21:00.000-07:00

Happy Eid mubarak to all my loved ones

A new year

An uncertain life ahead

May Allah give us good blessings and a happy ending

Amin

2009-09-16T20:10:00.000-07:00

Never realise a true love till its gone

Congrats to Z and N for your ur oncoming Engagement.

Congrats to A and N for the plans for the "E" too

Congrats to S and Z for finally coming back together to relive the past long relationship.

like finallyyyy.. hehe and i really feel happy for you guys.. Dun let any third party ruin again whatever u have gain back..

Our GF outing

2009-09-10T21:49:00.000-07:00

We had a short yet , fantastic time.. We were late for the break fast session and I was utterly disappointed that all my favourite salads were gone..In the end we (me and huda) ordered a Sampler set to share which consists portions of Portugese chicken, normal chicken, Ribs, 1 side Tuna salad and Potato in cream cheese. Not bad!! It was delicious.

We headed down to yishun dam later on.. 4 of us talking bout wedding, marriage, hen night, even to the extend of baby shower.. Omg how time flies and wrinkles days coming ahead. Money is the issue now, I need to motivate myself to start saving more.. No more indulgence till after wedding...

Charco's

2009-09-10T00:49:00.000-07:00

Date at 7pm later

Iftar @ Charco's with Gfs today

Can't wait to see Huds, Rin & Bayah

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Edited Pictures

2009-09-01T23:29:00.000-07:00

Happy 23rd Birthday to NUR HUDA!!!

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As: You lei masuk net??
Me: Tak lei, Kan my laptop rosak..
As: I send something to your email..
Me: Nvm , I use my hp to surf internet

I connected my mobile to WI-FI at home, checked my mail and saw this
: ) Courtesy of some application in his IPhone i guess...

old age

2009-08-30T18:58:00.000-07:00

Omg look at this pictures taken ages ago.. Everyone look different and better now.. Except me.. Still the same look just we straightened hair

Movie Marathon

2009-08-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

Have anyone had a hard time apologising and admitting mistakes they commit or even halt back from trying to make up for ones mistake due to your own character. Well i guess many people do. I have recently come across an "apology" that comes in forms of action & enthusiast.

To cut long story short,
♥ Dinner @ a coffee shop that he had long been wanting to bring me in Bukit Batok where we had delicious chicken rice, I m reminded how fragrantly nice the rice smelled, though the chicken was on the tough side (someone say ayam dah tua), overall I enjoyed the meal and even ta-pao for my family to sahur.
♥ Movie Marathon at a cinema near home, Tickets were surprisely bought in the morning even without my approval to watch them in the first place. The movies were of 2 very different genre. And one of it , I really WOULDNT watch it if I had a choice.

♥one sweet day♥

I hate this feeling of uncertainty in my life

But now the feeling is always there and

I can't seem to get rid of this.

I never have this feeling in my past

How much i miss the feeling of knowing that the future is there

& It comes with a pillar of strength

Selfish

2009-08-27T18:09:00.000-07:00

For once, please put yourself aside and take time to think of people around you.I gave up and I m really sick and tired of being treated like a sister. Aside to that, Bad luck charm have come upon me this year. No presence of someone constant care.Unsecured future in terms of getting a new job.On the high note, Happiness came for a short while.But i couldnt handle the packages that comes with it.Couldnt comfort me in my darkest hours.I need to let it go, I have to forget the happiness thats comes with it.

UP UP & AWAY

2009-08-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

Watched UP last week, It was great and i luv it...

3D is interesting...

courtesy of disney pixar

The All-American Rejects - The Wind Blows

2009-08-19T20:17:00.000-07:00

The All-American Rejects - The Wind Blows

is for you..

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As for me, it ended as soon as it started

I m tired of drama, lets take a break

I m sorry..

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Went Swensens for 1-for-1 lunch treats today. Farewell for Fiona.. I m really gonna miss her. She had been the one always backing me up for my duties while i was doing operational planning stuff.And also sided with me, when we argued with "Aunty".

And my dear colleague Joyce, who sits beside my cubicle in office has given birth to a healthy baby boy , Joel Teo , at 8:57am today.BB weight 3.44 Kg 55cm

Congratulations to her & family. I know her hubby wants a baby girl,

So we can expect a third one in a few years time.

Now or never

2009-08-16T18:30:00.000-07:00

I m just not interesting enough to be pissed with other's life and inperfections.
the loss will be seamless.. This will stop the experience of endless gossips n misunderstandings..

"Quotes"

2009-08-15T20:16:00.000-07:00

Compromise

The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece

Doctor

A person who holds your ills by pills, and kills you by bills.

Tears

The hydraulic force by which masculine willpower is defeated by feminine waterpower.

Many Events

2009-08-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

I notice the lack of updates..
Few weeks back i have no story, no interesting stuff to blog, no happiness and no sadness to pour upon these pages.. And suddenly I have so much to say. That i cant be sure if i remember everything in detailed.

~@ Fasting month is coming, I m really looking forward to it, It just get me back into learning, spiritual state. Not that on a daily basis its not practise but sometimes it takes a more persistent and un-lazy mindset to focus on being a saint or i can say just a better person.. Always avoid whatver we can, and those that we cud'nt control or stop.. Just focus on realising the mistakes from there.

~@ Two weeks ago, along with some of my girlfriends.. The sick virus caught me and i was feeling faint and really faint due to low blood, low pressure.. and i m not too sure what else. All i know was the feeling of taking a cab to A&E wearing a mask scare the *hit out of the driver (who actually reminds me of a old gangster uncle)..Well, back to my story, the waiting time at TTSH was exceptionally short, i got through all rounds of checks, brisk through few rooms to visit several doctors within 2.5hrs.. And the lowlights was the bill, which eventually, i will get the claims back from company.. But somehow the amount paid kinda left me dried up now, plus whole week MC..That was a relief, Caught up with sleep and stuff myself with medicines which left me with water retention.

~@ I miss my past truly..times when i was slimmer, times when I yet to have responsibility and burdens to shoulder and overall i miss school.. OMG what am i saying.. School was hell when i was studying and now vice versa.. Working give me revenue but makes my life so inflexible. Well, Everyone goes through a phase i guess..

~@ Liverpool game.
Went to watch my all-time favourite soccer team at National stadium, With Oni, Mum,Bro n wife and Sister.. I had really a great time.. Especially when the kallang waves continuous kept coming and ppl were so psyched over almost everytime Torres touch the ball.. I really wonder y, I was eager to see Gerrard but unfortunately, he did not come to SG..My friend called me and ask about Alonso.. OMG, Huda watching soccer!!!!.. Hehehe. That's something new.. Really.

"You will never walk alone"

~@ Friday, 070809
- Is special in a few ways . It was the solemnization of Nurhayati & Azim. Happy&Sad moment for the family as the mum had to hear the Tok Kadi explain to fellow guest. "Mengapa si wali ni muda skali?", Ans: "Kerana Bapa kepada perempuan sudah tiada lagi."..Wonder if he knows that it was just in the recent week, the deceased have left the family..And seeing his mum sob, I got affected by the sadness..

-He propose. Details are still crystal clear in my mind.. Didnt know that i will be ask to be someone's gf right after washing a stack of dishes in baju kurung.

Him: There you are, I was looking for you (Got of his bed and heads towards the study table)
Me: Oh, I was helping out in the kitchen (Eyes trailing him to the table, and saw the stalk of rose)
Him: (Came forward,Bend down on his knees, Pass me the rose, Wrapped both his arms around my waist, Heads up and eyes fix on mine). He asked (in Malay language)..
Her: (Omg, i nvr heard this in malay before, there were some words i barely know).. Can u translate?
Him: Will you love(or issit like) to be my gf?

First, I knew the question will come sooner or later as we acted like a couple.. but we're not officially one.. There are many many things that i wish didnt happen back in my past ans sometimes i do wonder whether i m doing the right things, making the right decisions and of course leaving behind the most special phase in my life. And somehow i m not too sure of my decision that very moment, so my reply was to tell him the answer later. Somehow time and being sure did not matter that day as i replied. I said yes at 11:59pm the same day.

~@ 080809
Persandingan.. Will definitely upload pictures on this. Really love love the dais and deco.. And I enjoyed the food serve on both days..Delicious!!

~@ Events/Recent activies
-The Cage
-FICO
-SK-II facials.
-The date which was in actual fact,a disappointing one (but not due to anyones faults really).

~@ Oh yes, Not forgetting, I got an extra set of SK-II product for sale..Its actually sold in a set. but i am open to selling the item individually. Pics and price will be out soon. I m just waiting for have ample time to upload the pics up..Pls email me at zuraida19@yahoo.com for enquiries.

a) Facial treatment Essence (150ml).
b) Signs Eye Cream (15g)
c) Signs Treatment Totality (80g)
and a free SK2 makeup bag or 30ml of Facial treatment essence with purchase of any of the above.

Pheww!! Long post.. Till then.. Take care!!

Liverpool

2009-07-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

Liverpool team are here in SG.
Match: SINGAPORE V LIVERPOOL.

Date: Sunday 26 July 2009

Time: 6pm onwards

Date : Harry Potter with my Bestfriend

2009-07-19T00:36:00.000-07:00

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince at 11 in the morning
Chill at SSC Starbucks (Coffee and Pastries)
Loads of laughter and girl talk
Photos were essential

hugs and kisses

Condolence

2009-07-14T20:54:00.000-07:00

To Aswandi,

Deep Condolences on the passing of your daddy

I know he will always remain very much alive in the memories of all of u in the family

who loved, respected and look up to him in many ways.

May Allah bless his soul.

PS: Hope you will stay strong and be the pillar of support for your mum and siblings.

Insyaallah. And the rest and me will always be there to support you. Take care

his dad juz passed away Monday mornin...i was speechless to hear the news tat his father was admitted to A&E at 4 plus in the morn due to a sudden heart pain...was praying that nothing bad wud happen...but god have other plans and life's again is so unpredictable and unfair...

Well, how sad can life be? the one u loved/love, can juz leave u at any moment...

those acquainted to me, i love u guys & girls.Really..family, bfs, gfs, the woodland ppl, clique 4A, Those that i never get to text, meet on a daily basis and most importantly I must apologise for the wrongdoings. (feelin' hari raya)..Lets all forgive and forget or rather ignore..

u may not noe wen u'll b leavin dem ryte...okay.. Daaa for now..

Car-nival

2009-07-12T20:00:00.000-07:00

Met up with the woodland gang for yet another outing ...
Main purpose : Amins gig at Bussoroh street.
Sidetrack A: Lunch at Fish n Chicks at Sembawang Road.
Sidetrack B: 2 unwanted summons for illegal parking.
Sidetrack C: Looking/Viewing cars or and some were oogling at the ladies @ Expo.

In presence: Annur, Shariz, Zahidah , Huzaifah, Aswandi, Huda and Amin

Cry me a River

2009-07-10T20:48:00.000-07:00

Hurt never felt worst.

Wound felt like salt was added to it.

Feelings felt like suicide when you face defeat when the battle never started

Buried underneath and there's only me to blame.

Love was unavoidable. But it left me in tears.

Theres no forces in matters of the heart.

Respect and Dignity is all I ask for.

PS:Ilovedyou...

Rollerblading

2009-07-06T22:11:00.000-07:00

Rollerblade lessons. This sport really make me perspire especially when u are so afraid of falling and you squeeze your legs so hard and try to balance your own weight ..

I really hope i get to master this skill soon and thanks to the one below who guided me.

2009-07-05T22:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the photoshoot day.

Dinner venue was at Secret Recipe @ IMM Building.

Yummy!!!

Sidetrack:

first one was shot in Eastcoast &

the other is me twirling around like a mad girl while the camera take multiple shots.

EastCoast Cycling

2009-07-05T22:30:00.000-07:00

Early Sunday morning.. Was it early?....Hmmm i dun think so.
Went cycling at East Coast Park..It was a windy day and late afternoon, it rain on us.

But i got the chance to do something that i nvr done before. It was kite flying.

I wish i have taken a picture of the colorful plastic sheet with a stick attached.
A late lunch of Satay. After which i head down to my sister's home in Punggol to get her Mcdonald's dinner.

--End of post--

Convocation

2009-07-03T01:57:00.000-07:00

Alas, I have completed what i could claim my hours, days of hardwork.

With the help and understanding of loved ones.

Family , Husni, the 100 cans of Nescafe coffee can and my close knit uni mates.

And finally see fruit of the labor

Thank you Allah

Tmrw , I have force everyone of my family members including sis in-law, future-to-be in law and nephews to participate in the family graduation photo shoot

Will be heading to Gloria Photo Studio , Hopefully the very friendly uncle will be able to capture my family great moment beautifully.

Till then....

Fish and Chicks

2009-06-29T23:25:00.000-07:00

A treat like no other. Sumptiously delicious!

Appreciation

2009-06-29T00:36:00.000-07:00

He still care and bother to get me something

and Nandos for the family.

Kaamil really misses you.

I know you MIA now.

Just to let you know how much i do appreciate you

and how sorry I am to have cause much hurt

Movie Galore

2009-06-28T18:34:00.000-07:00

Sunshine Cleaning
Kambakkht Ishq (Hindi)
New York (Hindi)
I Love You, Man
Land Of The Lost (Was suppose to watch with Someone who recommended it was funny)
~~Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen~~
The Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past
Night At The Museum 2: Escape From The Smithsonian
Monster vs Alien

My to-watch list, Maybe i can save some $$$ by waiting for the Movie to be on DVDs.. Hmmm

I Write Sins Not Tragedies

2009-06-22T22:47:00.000-07:00

I Write Sins Not Tragedies

Oh, well imagine,

as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:

"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore.

"I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Beach & Sunset

2009-06-21T21:57:00.000-07:00

Had a unforgettable sunday evening. Prawn, Crab and Fish looking. Though just for a short couple of hours spent. It was worth it ... the view, the waves, the beach and the breeze.

Sembawang Jetty

2009-06-18T00:26:00.000-07:00

Met up with Oni last week for dessert at Swensens cum hangout.
Another view to remember. 4 different pictures at sunset and after set.

$$$$

2009-06-15T23:13:00.000-07:00

Some essential items i need to settle quickly.

~~May Credit card bill~~
~~June Insurance premium~~
~~Graduation ceremony fee~~
Academic gown fee by 20th June
May & June mobile phone bill by 28th June
Graduation w family photos on 7 july - still looking for a photographer, anyone have any recommendations??

29 May 2009

2009-05-29T17:23:00.000-07:00

Back from Western Australia Perth.

Been there , Done that, Love it....Hmmm. Every saw the t-shirt slogan. Gonna describe the trip more graphically once i upload some pictures.

Sidetrack 1:

I felt very cheated and upset today. Cheated by my own feelings.

How the heck are you going to know the truth on whether a person really loved you or really care for you as a colleaque or whether u mixing with the right group of friends or more whethers!!! Whatever happened must have happened for a reason and i hope I learnt from my mistakes.

Sidetrack 2:

Congratulations to my sister and her hubby

Get Well Soon for my dear first brother

Love Remains The Same by Gavin Rossdale

2009-05-12T12:39:00.000-07:00

Lyrics Gavin Rossdale lyrics - Love Remains The Same lyrics

I dunno how long have this song been on air, But its nice and soothing and romantic.. and bla bla all the sweet things. Well the song just have a good meaning, so enjoy...!!!

Btw i can't wait for my trip next week. A week away from work and the hectic life of Singaporeans. Off to Perth with my mum, dad, sis and her husband. 8 days to gooo!!

Departure Flight TR 716 20-May-2009 SIN-PERTH

Return TR 717 26-May-2009 PERTH-SIN

On cloud nine

2009-05-11T19:37:00.000-07:00

I've been very happy lately. Even Zee have tegur-ed and notice my days have been cheerful instead of the sombre , cry-baby days i had. Still I miss the past. Something i cannot afford to let go and something that have always been a part of me. It feels like part of my skin have been peeled off. Yet i m here selfishlishly walking on air.

Saturday Evening

2009-05-02T21:56:00.000-07:00

Feeling bored one saturday evening. I saw myself just snapping away the view from my home.

Dilemma

2009-05-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

I saw this catchphrase and somehow i feel like believing in it. but How should i?

Today is Labour day, but still i had to work as my dept is functioning 24/7 and we take turns to do shift. I ordered Pastamania for lunch while my chinese colleaques ordered Sakae sushi. I had the Sesame coriander chicken pizza and alfredo.. I ate the pizza all by myself and brought back the pasta. After work, i went for a chillout session with some close friends. Went to Adam road and then to Marina Barrage where we had some photo shots..

Fun@Sentosa with my Ladies

2009-04-20T11:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday , We ( Ina,Linda,Huda,Rini,Tny,Suhaili and Me) had an awesome time at Sentosa Island. Fortunately , the spot we were at just opposite Cafe Del Mar wasnt overly crowded and it was great fun. The club music blasting from CDM added more zest to our potluck picnic on the beach. We have so much food. Delicious Mee hoon cook by Huda especially for us and a packet of Tortilla chips, I brought lotsa home marinated chicken wings and a small portion of mee goreng. Linda with dozens Chewy donuts, Rini with pastries and muffins, Ina with alot of egg sausage roll, Suhaili with chocolates and Tny with all the bottled drinks and Ice.

We pre-book a Kampung hut which is ala ala army bunk room which serve us well. When the sun was still high up in the sky, there we were chill-ing, gossip-ing, camwhore-ing away and not forgetting snack-ing. It was worth it and we seriously didnt need to spent tons of money for the whole day awesome event..

Thank you ladies for making my day and hope we can all meet up pretty soon again. *Muacks*

@loves@

Husni's Bday Celeb!!

2009-04-14T20:00:00.000-07:00

The birthday surprises was a blast. Make full use of my 3 days - Sat,Sun&Mon(on leave)

11th April 09-Saturday
I met him late.. i for once lost my way to Civil service club, I really didnt know how to go to that club..I seriously walk long distance, while trying to hail a cab at the same time but to no avail. I really did felt like crying. Firstly i was alone. Second, i was in a area where i didnt really know the direction at all. Finally i took the train again , alight at the next station and waited 15 mins for a cab at West mall, which was a freaking 3 mins journey. And when i reach CSC, i got lost again, omg what an experience. finally met B at 1.15pm when our Spa appointment was at 12:45pm. We were accompanied to the massage room.. I felt relax for the first time since morning and drifted to ZzzZzzz except the part where the therapist was massaging my leg, i keep on giggling ad moving.. I felt so embarrassed. But overall experience it was great. Maybe i would say it was the best spa massage i had in SG. The place is called The Ultimate.

After the spa massage, B went home and i rush home to change to attend my sister-in-laws cousin baby function. It was raining heavily while i was driving mummy to Woodlands.
After the function ended at 5pm. I quicky rush home again to change and head down to meet Guna at Toa Payoh cum to collect the Famous Amos brownie cake i ordered for him. We head down to Raffles MRT where Guna head of to Marina Sq first to meet up with Izat,Wan,Faris and Widya. Me waited for Mr.Bdayboy-Always-Late at the train station and lead him to our surprise at the bowling alley. Plan did not go as it was, we were on queue at the bowling alley, movie listed at GV Marina were not convenient for our timing. In the end, we sat down at foodcourt to talk and head down to the 3rd event of the day for him : Bday party at Al-Majlis, 2nd storey Shophouse. Attended by all and most of our friends, it was a night to remember.

12th April 2009 - Sunday
Today is his birthday..
We went Pasir Ris Downtown East, Sentosa plan was thrashed. But we had fun that day.

Happy 25th Birthday dearest!!!

13th April 2009 - Monday

Met B in the afternoon, Treated him to high tea at Carousel. The choices were just nice for us. i was feeling super bloated and my stomach gave way as i end up throwing up. Maybe i m just not use to eating too much at 1 go. But dun get me wrong, the food is really great and most important of all, its halal. Gave him a bday gift : the DKNY watch that he have been eyeing for weeks.

For my baby.

2009-04-08T18:41:00.000-07:00

Graphics

The plan for this weekend is bursting with activities

Saturday, 11th April 09
1st Activity : Spa date for 2

2nd Activity : Secret
Location : Town

Sunday, 12th April 09
Activities : Whole day outing @ Sentosa.
Attire : Casual / Sporty
Time frame: From Morning till 7pm

Monday, 13th April 09
Activity : Secret
Location : Town
Time : 1pm – 6pm
Attire : Formal

Ignorant

2009-04-07T23:33:00.000-07:00

Everyone is leaving me

And i need to leave too

pamper treats.

2009-01-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

As most women do, I m utterly in love with bags. Bags with nice texture, colors, patent and naturally eye-catching at a glance.. I wouldnt say that my purchase is the most beautiful thing on earth. But i just love it at first glance. Thats when i ask my mum if its nice and she gave the green light to get this (she have a fetish for bags to btw).

TADAAA!!!

Out of blogging for a period of time

2009-01-15T22:15:00.000-08:00

Am heading towards a stressful and hectic January till Feb 12. So might make this blog rest for a while.. Project dead_________lines and Exam dates out

Thursday 5th February - SCMS Exam

Thursday 12th February - TML Exam

24th & 25th February - KL trip with Mum, Fadilah and Nadhirah. Y wud someone go for a trip just a week before her exam... Maybe bcos the opportunity might nvr come anytime soon. : )

PS : Tmrw is Annur's surgery..to fix his collar bones as he had a high impact fall during one of the soccer match a week ago. Get well soon dear.

Saturdate

2009-01-10T23:13:00.000-08:00

Today, B surprise me. He rented a car and gave me the opportunity to drive around SG in a Mazda 6. It was a sweet thought and we enjoyed our day so much.
First stop was at East Coast, unfortunately to jog. Hehe. But I did it and it was amazing that I only gave up after reaching the right end of east coast. We had breakfast at Mcdonald where I polished off 2 slice of grilled chicken sandwich. Did I feel guilty??? No unfortunately not as it tasted healthy : ) ….
The rest of the day went on pretty fast, I drop him off at Ubi and went to my aunts place to grab a shower and have a change of clothes. After that went to the West side of Singapore as I had a family function to attend to at Telok Blangah. We stop by Henderson waves which held beautiful views of the skyline and nature (as there were a lot of trees nearby). B as usual was so afraid of height and keep helding on to my arms.. hehe cho sweet. Too bad we didn’t manage to admire sunset else it wud be nice.

Tommorow will be a stressful day for me and my project mates as we will be meeting up to complete our assignments. : ((

Twilight moment

2009-01-07T01:24:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I met him and we watch Twilight. I love the it.. Its a little sappy love vampire movie. Actually the characters in the film attracted me and i will definitely watch it again.

And today i started loving him more....

By Vanity Fair

Happy Neeuuu Year !

2009-01-02T00:11:00.000-08:00

The 31st of Dec 2009 was a Wednesday and my family and me attended my cousin’s Razif wedding @ the Legends in Fort Canning. There was a unique ambience and lots of laughter and I would say alil bit too modernized but nevertheless it was nice. The bride is a Chinese convert and the dinner was a mix of oriental and Indian plus western. The akad nikah of couple was join by both side of the families and numerous friends they acquired. I left early and met dearest for awhile at midnight before going of to meet my friends as they plan. I m really sorry that I couldn’t spent time with him. He spoke the most important thing that every girl wants to hear. But it’s not black and white and I didn’t see it as official. I m really sorry I had to take those words for granted. I believe in it. But I didn’t see it coming so soon no plans are concrete.
And guess what I didn’t get to see any fireworks this new year.

Nur brought me a change of clothes so that I won’t be wearing the traditional clothes I wore at the wedding. I met the rest at Changi village after they left Cass friends’s birthday party. We drove to Kallang river where there was nothing else to do except hung out, talk, confide and felt sad. No one had any idea of any exciting things to do so we left for home of course not before snapping some beautiful pictures.

Life as it is

2008-09-09T22:17:00.000-07:00

I use to think from the time in secondary school, why does friends change their attitudes abruptly, and leave no spare thought to many factors in their life, such as their current friends, family, studies. I thought that this only happen when you are young but it seems when ppl grow older,the influence and habit remains with them.. such like go clubbing when you are 6 months pregnant, smoke infront of your 2 yr old son/brother, show the assets 'loudly' and have makciks and pakciks staring at you. It might just be that people only care bout themselves and have no knowledge of whatsover things they do.Well i m not trying to be closed minded. But these things are happening and its quite a lame way or trying ppl to notice you
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there's quite a few important Agenda coming up in the days to come.

BPR Quiz (Tue)16 Sept'08
Mum's Birthday (Wed)24 Sept'08
Zahidah's Birthday (Tue)30 Sept'08
BPR Exam on (Mon)06 & ERP Exam on (Mon)13 Oct'08
Sister henna party 17 Oct'08
Her Wedding day 18 Oct'08

Insyaallah everything will come by smoothly.

Huda's Surprise BBQ party

2008-09-02T21:42:00.000-07:00

Was on leave on Friday,29 Aug . Needed to do assignments with the mates in school. Did assignment till 9.30pm and headed for Woodlands to meet the guys. We were headed for grocery shopping for the surprise BBQ for my girlfriend, Huda Elyse @ East Coast which will be held on Sat, only a few hrs ahead... The next day as i knew it, would be too rush for me. Practically everything flew and past by & the worst thing,i Overslept. So the agenda for that day was.

10am : Woke up

11am : Went to get chicken wings & Misc . Lugged 8kg of it home.

12pm : Help mum prepare / Iron outfit

1pm : Met Huda & Rini (Well i was slightly late)

Squeeze in alil window shopping and Lunch @ Breeks Orchard.

4pm : Board the train / Head home / Told Huda i need to go "Kenduri"

5pm : Was helping mum settle the food when Huz reached.

Zahidah drove her car. Went to buy more last minute BBQ essentials

7pm : Found a spot @ ECP. Area D, Pit 37.

9++pm : SURPRISE!!!

Not much of a crowd attended due to unforeseen circumstances and there were too much food. Nevertheless, It was worth it and glad that i saw a smile on her face. Cant wait to get the pictures from Annur!!! Till then...

Sometimes...

2008-08-26T19:22:00.001-07:00

And if I only could
I`d make a deal with God
And I`d get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
With no problems.

The first post

2008-08-18T07:54:00.000-07:00

I am in the midst of dOing my BPRE assignment 2 and still manage to squeeze time creating my 3rd blog. The first One was gOne just like that and the secOnd one was deleted by me cOs i just didnt like it. sO here come the stOries of my colOrful life and alsO the emOtional down side of it.... till the next post.. Cya!!!